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10月24日 i'm glad bcoz of u~看看今天的时间都吓到一下。。今天已经是24号了。。。怎么时间都过得这么快呢？？？
刚刚我被一样事情吓到一下---那就是我竟然发现我的msn space里竟让有个人的部落格。。。他是去年hurt我的男生。。被他欺骗感情的人。。我现在每个星期都会见到他因为她就在我工作的对面店工作罢了。。我对他的感觉如何？？以前喜欢他的时候真的爱得他很多。。他年纪相差我很多，大概是被他外表吸引吧。。。去年的我被他欺骗之后就傻傻的灌醉自己。。想回头自己真的很傻。。现在看回他的感觉并不是那么恨，讨厌他。。也不懂怎么会这样，照理由他骗我感情我应该是非常恨他入骨啊~~~可是自己想想要不是当时我如一相信别人的甜言蜜语的话。。自己都不会落到这样地步~~~算了！！刚才我看见他的照片那些真的吓死我了。。没想到那个竟然是他~~我也不想那么多。。怎样你都是我曾经喜欢的人，祝你永远开心吧~~~~~~~~
emmm,....距离离开身边的朋友还有两个月。。。我最不舍得我芙蓉的朋友。。marvin,nick,peier,这几个月我们都经历了很多事情。。。有开心的、伤心的、傻傻的、癫癫的。。可是最近都发生了很多事情，搞到大家都很少机会很像以前那样。。。。我真的很伤看到这样的事情发生。。。marvin, sorry to u about something was happened n thank you coz u help me a lot......nick, sorry to u also coz last time we had some quarrel n thank you coz u also helped me a lot.....pei er...thanks to u also,having friend like u really happy coz we both can laugh watever we want... 无论如何一切都回过去的。。。我为有希望的是---希望离开这里之前能和你们再去癫癫。。。
还有我的utar的朋友。。。karen，你是我在学校里帮的我最多的朋友。。。每次我一有不开心，emo的时候你都会给我很好的安慰。。。在过多两个月我就要离开kl了。。即使能够再聚会呢？？想到都很想哭。。还有kokyin，你是男同学之中就了解我的人。。。我很感谢你让我认识到你。。想回前两个semester前在班上的我是一个大笑大闹的人。。你们都说我让你你们有那们多欢乐开心，可是如果不是有你们那么好的同学，我都发挥不到我那么开心的心情。。。以前年中学的我都没那么开心过。。。现在大家都很少机会见面一起上课了，一个星期就只有星期四我们才能够见面。。哎。。大家真的要珍惜彼此的友谊。。。。。。。。在这里要跟你们说声谢谢你们。。thankyou---denise,mala,ken,kokin,meimei..................i'm happy have you all...
将来大家真的很少再见面的话唯有靠电话，网上联络吧。。。。。。记得珍惜现在拥有的。。。。。。Friends, remember me.......... 9月26日 to uuuuu*WOrld of Hee*All My happy n saD story~~to UUUUU……happy day faster gone~ In the genting, i played wif my fren…thats enjoyable…they pull me to play that i not dared to play before,….roller coaster….oh my god…that was my 1st time played!!!most horrible was that cup~~~my two frens so horrible…..the engine haven start yet..they alreasy started to turned that controller…oh my god!!!within few seconds, i already feel that dizzy~~~T.T….my tears nearly comes out…i keep calling “Help!!!Help!!!”….but, my 2 frens keep enjoyed turning…when they saw i wan vomit ..then stop 3 seconds..after that continue enjoy it….see…my frens so ‘bian tai’..haha…how come they treat me like tat??? When end that game...i really vomit....tat day i drink wisky,eat my birthday cake...all vomit out liao....so waste..ahaha....actually when the started,i tot this “cup game” was the romantic game…like the dreams…THATs NOOOOOO~~~....since the game end, i sweared that i wont played again that horrible game~~hahahah…..but actually tis was my memorable too…frens…thank you all.. next..was my celebrating…thats was my surprised!!My frens very naughty..they know i scared ghost..then cheat me that if i dunwan bath when go in the hotel room, that ‘things’ will belong to me..then…sure i feel scared la..then on that time…they went to prepared all stuff…bought cake….When i came out from bathroom they jumped out to sing birthday song to me..walao leh…i really shocked coz i never think they will help me celebrated…coz still early ooo…2 weeks early lehh…….somemore that cake’s flavour so shocked for me…!!!!haha….frens, u all very gd lehh..know thats flavour…haha..1 things u all dunknow was tis 2 years when coming my birthday i will think back my ex….every years he will help me celebrated wif me…somemore he will d.i.y special things to me…he very king in design….but…now……aihhhh…….. wat i thinking…???tat ‘peanut’ is not mine…how i appreciated oso cant…IMPOSSIBLE… my frens, i very happy when thinking back the genting trip…u all act the ‘mr.peanut’ to me…i oso wish that all are true…but impossible la…this few days i feel suffer…..y i nid to think that???aiyo….make myself suffer only..he wont know my heart….~~aih……………….can i stop it?????suffer lehhh…fren…teach me…..fren ar….u all said he is ‘peanut’…make me when eat n saw peanut will think on him…....haizzzz 6月7日 missss u.......father n momi miss my father and mother....long time didn't see them...i have 7 years didn't see my father and 7 months didn't see my mother...my father and mother all working at oversea...aih..actually they want to earned more money support i with my brother to study...emmm..i know them very hard in working..i very miss them ahhh..father's day is coming but i didn't hv opportunity to celebrate with my father..sometime i will very envy at my friends as they have a perfect family..like my college friend, denise...actually i very envy at her because of she has a perfect family..althought her father also working at oversea but her's father is usually come back malaysia and getting a family trip with them..i think my lastly getting a trip with my family was on my 12 years old..wah...so long time ago lehh...For my mother, she was went to Austria on November' 2007....she was went there alone, i was very very worry at her leh...now she working as a kitchen helper.i know this job was very hard becaurse everyday need face on the hot hot fire...so that i was promised for myself that i must hardworking on my study and must graduated on degree...then cannot let my father and mother dissapointed...LOVE U FATHER AND MOTHER!!!!!! 5月15日 遗憾。。。刚听到一个曾经追求过我的男生说他的爸爸刚去世了。。。这件事太突然了，他没想过他爸爸会那么得早走。。他爸爸是突然爆毙而去世的。。。还是亲眼看着爸爸在短短的几分钟离开了人间。。。这叫人怎么不心疼呢€？？他事发后第一时间通知了我。。。我都吓得一跳。。我不停的安慰她，他却不停得流泪。。这令我也想起四年前我最疼爱的外公离开了我。。。所以说我们一定要好好珍惜身边的亲人啊！！！！我们并不知未来。。更不知会发生什么事情。。也就像中国四川那样，无端端丧失了万多条人命，真的是个悲剧呀！！！有人说在来临的四年我们将会遇到一个大灾难。。。好恐怖哦。。所以，趁现在还有时间我们要珍惜噢！！别再浪费时间。。。 {喜} 5月6日 一阵阵心痛 昨天听朋友说起他的事情，总觉得心里不懂怎样。。提到以前总是会为点小事就吵架起来。。自己想回去真的很野蛮每次都追求完美，搞到一箩箩的吵架声。。。真的很后悔以前怎么那么不会想，失去时才想到要珍惜。。人是不是那么的烦？最搞笑的是朋友竟叫我挽回这段感情。。我告诉她我不是没试过没挽回过，我已经试过了两次，两次都失败。。是不是很羞？？？唉。。。。。
我真的不是一个好女朋友。。但愿他能找到一个比我更好的女朋友吧。。！！祝福你。。 5月2日 怎么办？？？
跟他做回朋友差不多有一年了。。不懂怎么到现在还是那么的想念他。。我一直以为时间能冲淡我跟他的回忆。。我办不到。。仅这几个月来我几乎一个星期都有四天会梦见他。。起身时眼角会有湿湿的泪珠。。梦到的都是跟他四年以来经过的点滴。。怎么会这样？？我不是跟他分开了这么久吗？天啊，为何你要那么惩罚我？？为何不能让我忘记他呢？？刚才在他妹相簿里看到他的照片，还提到他想找女朋友，心里顿时有着心痛的感觉。。真的！好心痛。。。今天去他店里买东西，好猜他不在，不然我会更心疼。。我跟他的分开让我领悟到一定要珍惜身边的人。。。三个字要跟他说“对不起”！！当时我不该做出那么不理智的决定。。现在挽回不来了。。。连朋友都难做了。。现在只有一个“后悔”永远留在脑海里！！朋友,记得珍惜身边的朋友！ 02-05-08 10：40晚 |
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